Sunday, February 24, 2008

Sunday 24th Feb 08

Two hundred twenty one days since my last masturbation. Sounds like so much more than 7 months, but there you go.

Sex is a blessing, not a right.
No one does it daily.

I'm finding myself sometimes not hard when we're messing around. It's when I think she's not really into it, but doing it for me. I can't ignore that like I used to. There'll be a day when I'll say, "look, let's try another time (but will I be angry?!!!).

I find myself wanting her to want to do it, it's not enough to just "do it". Porn people pretend, real lovers are just that,... real.

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