I need your help in crucifying this. I want to do it. I want to let go, to allow it, to drive the blade in deep with no holding back.
I don't want to turn back. I want to be free to accept the pain and stop pushing her out of my ridiculous wants and desires. Sex every day, every time we're alone is just not gonna happen. Get over it. Deal with it.
Truth is its not about your orgasms, not physically. There's no problem with you not getting it last night or today. You will be fine. As Mark Gungor says, "you will not die".
