She wishes that there was something else besides sex that really made me smile, that I got a lot of enjoyment out of. She's absolutely right, I can't think if anything else. I'd prefer to make it so I can get more enjoyment from sex, thus getting the satisfaction and enjoyment. I should lower my expectation toward sex and start appreciating other things in life. I'd rather get more from sex really. I wanna keep my screwed up ways. I stubbornly want my sickness to work. But that's not gonna happen. What do I want for a special birthday? A day of sex, of course! Okay, but what else?... Ummm.. She'd like to go on a walk out in nature. (I'm just wondering if that'll help to get her in the right place to enjoy sex more--quality time, etc.).I gotta give up, let go. Again.... Still.....
I wasn't this obsessed and single-mided back when I was Masturabting and viewing porn. Things have gotten worse as I've took on the fight to see them get better.
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I am the "woman" you are talkng about. Please talk to me. I wish so much to make my "significant other"SEE THAT HIS SEXUAL ADDICTION IS NOT ABOUT ME IT IS ABOUT THINGS HE HAS NEVER DEALT WITH."I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH FINDING HIS "PROFILE" ON A WEB SITE FOR SEX AND SWINGERS!! IT MADE ME SICK TO MY STOMACH.i HAVE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM FOR 8 YEARS. HE IS A BIG FLIRT. HE NEEDS THE ATTION OF LOTSSSS OF WOMEN.I KNOW HE LOVES ME...I AM A PROFESSIONAL,IAM RESPONSIBLE,IAM NOT EXACTLY UGLY!!!AS AMATTER OF FACT I AM A FLIGHT ATTANDANT.ICOULD HAVE SEX EVERYDAY I GO TO WORK.HELP ME UNDERSTAND THIS11
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