Jealousy

Had a thought that I might be able to think through a better way to approach the idea of having a "day of love together". I was happy with that thought.

Suprises don't work for her. She' fills her time with everything else but me, I feel. (But there was a time I asked her to come to bed with me and she did).

Planning didn't work for our anniversary. Damn!!! Does that mean that'll never work again?

Will she ever surprise me? Will she ever plan or proposition me!!!!



I guess feeling like never really translates to "soon enough". These feelings will lessen. They won't always be this strong. I'm never ever ever giving up.