What is the obsessive imagery and symbolism of oral sex? The visual of her kneeling at my feet, it's as if she is worshipping me (my sexuality, my potence and power) says something.
On the other hand I remember some of my earliest journal writings showing how I wanted "Her" to meet all my needs and make me whole.
So, I want her to worship me, kinda, on my own sexual terms.
I can't have her as my goddess and me be her god too.
Best if I let God be God and her be her and me be me.
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