I couldn't believe she'd send me off to Europe without an orgasm. Nevermimd it was only two nights. Once the anger eased after a few hours, I just wanted to sleep. Nope.
In the morning it now seems odd to expect something with so much intensity--but it was real. How many times did I consider waking her? It'd only set a unhelpful precedent, and I had the presence of mind to remember how unsatisfying it is when it's empty and grudgingly given.
Good to have emailed my pastor & stayed off the dodgy websites & tv. Lord knows I was tempted!
So, some good things in the battle & pain.
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