So I was away for half a week, back home now. It was easier than ever knowing I'd be sex-less for several days. I did notice the girls in the short skirts, but thankfully the TV in my hotel room was cleaner than clean.
There was a sex shop that I ducked into, but only got a mild hard-on, no huge temptation or falling down the deep deep rabbit hole of masturbation. It seems crazy that these shops are still opened when the internet is so much better.
Anyway, I celebrate my "clean" days continuing to climb!
3 comments:
Hey H.A.,
Whoa! Looks like you were playing with fire! Hang in there, man. Call somebody. Call your wife. Something other than sneaking into a porn shop.
Sounds like you crossed a bottom line, or at least a yellow line.
What do you think?
With you in the battle, too.
yeah, I wondered if anyone would pull me up on that. I did cross a line. But staying off the porn on the web in the privacy of my hotel room was no problem at all. And most importantly, I didn't go anywhere near masturbating.
Hard to explain, but sometimes I see soft porn on TV nowadays and it doesn't even have an affect on me. I think I'd made up my mind that I wasn't gonna M during this trip, and am grateful that I was given enough strength to hold to that.
Not setting a good example, that's for sure. You're right, I was playing with fire and I shouldn't have been.
Good point, Buffalo Jeff.
I appreciate you taking the time to challenge me.
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