She'll give me what I want sometimes, but she's only doing it because I ask. The fantasy bubble is popped. So I'm sad when I can't have what I want, and I'm sad when she gives it to me and I realize that she's not enjoying it.
So, I gotta let go and look somewhere else for what ever it is that I really need. What's gonna make me feel special and loved, 'cause porn doesn't, and neither does trying to copy some of the excitement and variety.
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