Sex, no

Two nights ago I wasn't expecting sex (I had a pretty good run beforehand, so I was phsyched up for not getting any). But I did.

Then last night I didn't get any, but it threw me as I was hoping for some.

Now it's Saturday & I heard a guy on a podcast wragging about people who aren't doing anything with their lives. He's in his late twenties, but it struck a chord. Am I like my Dad with the only thing I want out of life is "WHAT I CAN GET" from my family? How can I change it so I'm looking at what I can give? How can I get my kids to see that what's worthwhile in life comes from giving not getting. And, damn, I'd like an orgasm right about now.