How long has it been? Four days? Been tired, mostly my decision. Mostly angry annoyed or resentful. 2 days ago it was her having her haircut So Short! Really got pissed about all that. 12 steps say I can get rid of that redentment. Talking to guys about it helps too.
Now she is downstairs at 9am on a Saturday. When I suggested we go to sleep (without making love) yet again last night I thought we'd have this morning. Damn. Now I can go seek her out, stay here. I wish I didn't feel needy and in a way desperate. I wanna keep saying no, until she finally initiates it. I'm pissed that she can live without it so flippantly. Am I jealous that I can't be easy like that?
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